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Monday
06.07.04 (7:13 am)   [edit]
my weekend was awesome.. friday i got to hang out with my buddy tara!!!

Saturday I went over to Jonnys house to look at pics and get info about travelling to Europe! It was awesome.. I got new pics scanned so i can show ppl...
Then my baby came over and we BBQed chicken burgers, salad, beer.. we watched the hockey game... then went to see Shrek 2... came home for a little porn and then went to bed! haha.. Wolk up the next morning and cooked breakfast together. Yummy. I love him so much. Sunday, I just took'er easy!

So, that brings us to today... im in training... but the girl is nice and very easy to train! So, im happy about that!wootwoot.. Have a good day! :D
 
FRIDAY
06.04.04 (5:59 am)   [edit]
Yesturday was a great night. It included many of my favorite things!

Lets see, i got to see my baby, we went minigolfing, then went to get food and icecream, then came home to watch some cup finals, cuddled, had sex..... hahaha... almost a perfect night!

Tonight, Im going out with da girls, we are going to have a fire, watch movies, and have a few.... *cough* beverages!
 
WoOt WOot
06.03.04 (6:00 am)   [edit]
Lets see, last night I slept really good... the first time in a week. I wolk up before my alarm and I felt so refreshed! So, today its supposed to be beautiful outside! I cant wait. Tonight, my baby is coming into town so we can go to Canadian Tire and return a chair. Then after that we are continuing our minigolf challenge.. I'm winning ...1-0! Soon to be 2-0...hahaha... Should be tons-o-fun! :D :D
 
Hey Y'all
06.02.04 (5:14 am)   [edit]
I got a little bit more sleep last night.. still really tired...tonight i think im going to a show... not sure yet?! I dont really have anything to say today... hahaha... theres always a first time! :D
 
Tuesday morning
06.01.04 (5:22 am)   [edit]
So, I offically dont have a job with ING anymore... its Eco. Im kinda scared but not as much as i was. I talked with all the bosses so the hard part is over. I get sweet ass business cards... i will have to make sure everyone gets one! As for last night, i thought i would sleep better now that i wasnt worried.. but i didnt... i think i have an ear infection... it kept me up all night. BOO.. So, now im so tired! man, i need a break, just one day holiday would be nice!
 
THE BIG DAY
05.31.04 (5:23 am)   [edit]
I have to talk with my managers today and make my decision. Well, i know what company I want to work for but i still have so many hurdles to jump. Last night was the worst. I never slept one bit. I didnt get to fall asleep with my baby so that didnt help. Man, im a wreak, if i can make it through today, i will be amazed!

wish me luck!
 
bored
05.28.04 (10:47 am)   [edit]
mood: tired
clothing: pink shirt and blue jeans
song: Hoobastank- the reason

Im bored... iam at work and it sucks... its going really really slow. funfun. Im mega tired b/c i was up really late talking with this sexi guy! (my baby) his brother is in town and he had to wait at the airport.. so he decided to call me. tonight, im going over to my babys house...maybe drink? saturday my friend jps band is playing... sunday its ladys day with some girlfriends... should be lots of fun.. i cant wait... peace out and have a good weekend!
 
OMG
05.27.04 (8:22 am)   [edit]
OMG... i cant believe this...... THEY OFFERED ME THE JOB AT ECO....................... AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... im so excited i dont know what to do with myself! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... the lady just phoned me today and left a message.... OMG... thats what i wanted! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... can you tell that im happy? I need to tell someone! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :o :D :D :D :D :D
 
Thursday
05.27.04 (5:37 am)   [edit]
So, today i think i will have to train a chicky on how to do my job.. b/c no one knows how to do it.. if i were to quit tomorrow i would screw them over.. but im not and they just want to cover there butts... that other girl that i trained that pissed me off.. well she got the axe last friday! haha.. i guess i shouldnt laugh... but i mean she wasnt working out. so today i may not get to your responses quickly but i will respond! Hope you all have a good day! talk with you later :D
 
Lets See
05.26.04 (9:14 am)   [edit]
Ok, my life as of now....

I just accepted a position with ING for $ 25,000. Its pretty good, I get 3 weeks paid vacation time and full benefits. Its in a different department then Im in right now, kinda scary. I'm still waiting for a response from Eco, the lady said she would call me Friday b4 she left but she didnt. Mom says that this lady has a lot of stuff on her mind and alot to deal with right now, so that could have been the reason why. At Eco, I would get $28,000 with full bennifits and 2 weeks paid vacation. I hope she gets in contact with me soon. So, the next 4 weeks Im still at my job. So, I think my last day here is June 21? I will miss all the people so much, I have worked with them for 2 years now!

With the family life, I walked in on my brother and his girlfriend ass naked, with only a teddy bear covering his balls! Lovely!!! Josh, has been working like crazy to install Blakes Sub thing.

My life with Josh is going good. Its going to be heckit for the next week or so. Josh's sister is moving so he has to help with that. And his Brother, Jeff from Vancouver comes into Edmonton this Thursday, so I guess tomorrow! Its nuts. But I love him lots!!!

Friends life, pretty good. I just went camping with my best friend Tara and her boyfriend Shawn, along with Josh. It was fun, except it rained on Saturday. My friend Carl just celebrated his 21st birthday on Sunday. This Saturday coming up my friend JP's band is playing at Reds! It should be an awesome show! JP also got asked to play at Warp Tour in Calgary in the summer! I think I will have to go to support the band. (If anyone wants to come to Reds on Saturday, i got free tickets so just ask!)

 
watching ur every mood
05.25.04 (12:11 pm)   [edit]
u might not know this, but im watching your every move. im skeptical of what you say or tell me... i dont believe a word you say and you cant be trusted....

in time i will let you know i have been watching you closely..with every move you make, with every word that comes out of your mouth, you will know what i think of you.. just give me time to sort through things..

there will be no more hurt... pain... nothing......
 
I'M BACK!
05.17.04 (6:53 am)   [edit]
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

IM BACK!!!! I dont have to sit with that girl today! WOOT WOOT WOOT. You cant even begin to imagine how happy and excited Iam! How is everybody? I cant wait to stop by your blogs and see how everyone is doing! As for now.. I think Im going to chill with my "Shrek 2" watch Josh got from the cereal box! WOOTWOOT! haha.... This blog is going to be short so i can go visit your blogs!
 
Hi Guys
05.12.04 (6:30 am)   [edit]
So, guess what? Guess where I have been? I have been training that stupid girl... and Its been almost 2 weeks.. the worst 2 weeks of my work career! my boss needs me to sit with this girl.. b/c she sucks so much.. we cant afford to screw up like she has been... but there is an upside to that... by friday if she cant work on her own SHES FIRED! hahahaha.. my boss is fed up.. it shouldnt of even took her a week to learn.. and its been a week and a half..

yesturday was horrible cause she went for lunch at the same time as me... I couldnt get away from her.. not even to take a pee! not cool... i cant wait until this friday.. cause either she will be able to work on her own or she will be fired... so either way Monday Im back! i know a week later than I first said.. but it doesnt usually take so damn long to train! i cant wait to be back! WOOT WOOT.. we will have to have a TBLOG PARTY!!!!!!!!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
 
MONDAY
05.10.04 (6:30 am)   [edit]
Im so sorry guys.. i only have one more day of training ..so today and then im back! man... i cant wait! i thought today i would be done.. but i bitched to my boss about her and now i have to sit with her another day! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH... i swear... man... my mondays are already usually pretty bad.. and this.. this does not help any! oh well.. i'll sit there and not do anything! haha.. i wish... my weekend.. was ok i guess... friday.. i didnt really do anything... saturday i helped joshs aunt and uncle move.. and sunday... well that was mothers day... and i was drinking... probably b/c i knew that i would have to sit with that girl again! haha... talk with you guys tomorrow!! luvers ME!!
 
FRIDAY
05.07.04 (6:14 am)   [edit]
So, i guess i have made it to now! But I still have to make it through the day.. Man... its going to be one tough Friday. I cant wait though.. I think today is the last day with lipstick lady! Did anyone watch friends last night? man.. it was pretty good.. although.. i though it was very predictable about the whole Rahel thing.. The twins suprised me though.. I was like "WHAT"? haha.. it was good. Sad to see something going so well... stop or come to an end! Friends was my favorite show! Josh wants to buy every season of Friends.. so at least it will be never ending... Anyways.. i dont think im doing much this weekend... Muffy what are u doing tonight? R u busy? u want to do something? (not costing a lot of money?) haha... SOrry i couldnt go to your basball game but i didnt come back on the computer... I promise I will come to your games.. last night would have been good to go to.. it was nice out! Damn.. oh well... call me.. hope everyone has a good weekend! Peace! :D
 
Thursday
05.06.04 (6:15 am)   [edit]
ok.. so i made it to thursday... but im not sure im going to last all of today or even tomorrow.. man.. this chick is making me mad.. she roots through MY DESK...and pulls things out.. i have lipstick everywhere! haha... fuck.. im so annoyed. the only reason why i even made it through yesturday was b/c i got to see josh.. today.. im not going to see him ..so i got nothing to look forward to... i just want the weekend to come.... ahhhh... as for this weekend i have no idea what im doing? i think one day im going to spend with josh? im not sure cause last night he was saying how busy he would be this month? oh well... anyways.. i should go .. the lipstick lady will be in soon! haha.. GREAT.. FUN... I CANT WAIT..... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR RRRRRR :evil:
 
The Week
05.04.04 (5:20 pm)   [edit]
So, its tuesday night and I have a couple minutes to spare... so i figured i would write a quick entry to tell ppl what ive been up 2!

This weekend my baby and I shot pigeons with his pellet gun.. and killed them. The birds on in his barn and we had to get rid of them! haha.. so I would mame them and josh would kill them. It was funny cause one fat bird wouldnt die so josh had to keep shooting it.. and then finally had to shoot it point blank to the head! gross.. i couldnt watch...

My work week so far has sucked major stinky ass. I have to train a girl who has pink lipstick in her teeth.. which is also all over her hands and my desk...can i say wet naps? anways.. i hate training her.. its driving me nuts... but i guess i just dont like training in general. I went for an interview yesturday for Economical Insurance and they will pay really well... so im keeping my fingers crossed. As for tonight.. im going to my babys house and we are going bird hunting and to fix his go-cart! WootWoot! I cant wait!

I hope y'all are having fun during your days and im sorry i cant chat with you.. hopefully i will be able to..sometime during this week! Peace out!
 
PLS VOTE
04.30.04 (6:46 am)   [edit]
Ok, I have a thingy to go to tonight but I dont know what to wear? So I need you to help me.

A. Black Skirt with a black top with sandles

B. Black pants with black/pink top and sandles?

Which one should I choose? A or B???

Thanks!! :D
 
Caught While Fucking
04.29.04 (12:53 pm)   [edit]
So, have any of you ever been caught getting your romp on? ahahaha.. Tell me some funny stories!

Frickin yesturday, I was at Josh's house and we were starting to get our grove thing on when we heard a knock on the door and his Mom calling his name. Imagine this, both you and your partner are completely ass naked and someone knocks on the door saying they need help. As you scamble to put your clothes on you realize your such an idiot. All your clothes are thrown everywhere and inside out because they were ripped off minutes earlier. haha I was so embrassed.. I was like "fuck, fuck, fuck" Josh took his sweet ass time getting dressed! I was like "hurry up and are you going to get the door?" haha.. He just smriked at me.. and took his time! haha. So, lets just say the story ended good and we were able to continue on our ways! haha
 
My Night
04.29.04 (6:31 am)   [edit]
So, last night was good Josh and I went to Canadian Tire to get some Pink Duck Tape. When we got to C.T there was no pink duck tape only red. But the red was a nasty color so I picked black.. BOOO... But there was this one color of yellow that seriously hurt your eyes to look at it. It was so damn bright, I looked at Josh and said "that one" and he said "he didnt want Helicopters stopping by" hahahaha. Then we went to Subway..OMG it was so delicious. It took Josh and I maybe 5 minutes to scarf down a 12''... haha.. Then we watched "School Of Rock" and had a "good" time! hahaha..
 
WEDNESDAY
04.28.04 (6:37 am)   [edit]
Sorry to all the ppl I let down by not talking/commenting on their blogs yesturday. I went home sick at 9am... I think i had the flu or something? All i know is my tummy is still woosy. So, today i will have to make it all up to you. im going to be a bloging monster.. GRrrGRrrr...

So, today my plans are to get my hair cut.. I havent done that in a while. I think Im going to get a couple inches taking off.. Kinda scared but i need too. Then Im going out to my babys house. I think we are going to Canadian Tire to get pink duck tape. Do they even sell pink duck tape? ah well. Then, Im hoping for some "good" times! hahaha
 
Weekend Excitment
04.26.04 (6:47 am)   [edit]
Friday night I was so tired from the night b4 when we went to the casino. So, I was sleeping when I got home from work. I watched the movie "Radio" and holy crap was it ever good. I then went over to Dads and hung out there for a couple hours. I came home and watched "Halloween" the last one. I freaked myself out pretty bad... but i survived! haha

Saturday, I hung out with my baby during the day and then we went over to Taras house to have a fire! It was so much fun! Way better than ever going to a bar... Thanks Tara. My baby thought it was fun... he really likes Shawn and Kevin. Thought they were nice/fun guys! Then I feel asleep in my babys arms! yeah.

Sunday, I went over to my babys house for his sisters birthday party. It was a lot of fun. Josh tried to get his go cart going and I played with his cousin Coal. We were golfing but when I seen this kid kicking my ass.. Im like u want to play soccer? i'm actually good at that! haha
Later Josh and I sat with his family and talked and then I went home!
 
I WAN...
04.23.04 (6:50 am)   [edit]
So, In case any of you are wondering how my birthday went I will tell you so that I dont have to write it out many times!

Ok so we get to BPs and everybody meets up there. My little brother really wanted the staff at BP's to embrass me infront of the whole resturant. So, after our dinner the WHOLE staff came out made me stand on the seat and then proceded to sing happy birthday in french and english. I was so embrassed that my red was beet red! haha. I hated my younger brother for doing that! So, I got to open presents there. I got a bigger TV, a DVD player, a ring, Mike Modano portrait, Mike Modano Minney jersey, car products (rims)candles, unique pillow, gift certificates... and I still havent opened up the rest! So, as you can tell i got spoiled. Especially from my baby. I had no idea he would spend so much damn money on me. Thank-you baby!

After dinner, my parents, aunt, grandparents, brother, and Josh and I went to the Casino for a couple hours. First Josh and I played the Quarter slots, but got bored with them cause we werent really winning. So Josh and I played the nickle slots. I had put in 5 bucks and wan 15! So, Josh and I went to cash them in. When some old guy with 4 buckets of loonies was saying to me "look at that tall glass of wine" I was like.. yuck! But then the guy turned to Josh and gave him a 20! Josh said it was because the man was hitting on me? I dunno. But I was like wheres my 20! So, then we went back to playing the nickle slots and Josh wan 15 bucks and I would have won 15 bucks but i kept playing haha. So, I came out even that time! Yahooo. So, all in all in was a great night!
 
HAPPY BDAY TO ME!
04.22.04 (6:26 am)   [edit]
:D :) :lol: :P :D :) :shock: :lol: :P :twisted: :wink:
Its my 21st BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! Its 7am and Im at work.. I have already had many ppl call me and wish me a happy birthday! WOOT WOOT!!

happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday dear me,
happy birthday to me!

im so excited .... i cant wait for the PRESENTS! hahaha :twisted:
 
Old Fart
04.21.04 (12:35 pm)   [edit]
Within 19 hours and 10 minutes I will offically be an Old Fart. I will have started down that hill... that I have once climbed for 21 years..

My bones will start to ache and I will no longer be able to support me... Josh will need to carry me! My back will be in constant needing of a nice massage..Josh will have to massage me. My eye sight will be going.. so I will need Josh to drive me everywhere! I wont be able to dress myself so Josh will have to dress and undress me! Sex may take a lot longer seeing as though I can barely move.. therefore Josh will have to give me ALOT of foreplay! Man I feel bad for Josh! haha.. then again NO I DONT! haha
 
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